Sunday, 4 January 2015
I'm generally big on setting goals and making lists. I like having an aim, plotting my course and tracking my progress. The trouble is now that I stop to think about it that approach hasn't always served me well. Sometimes it works; it's great for big projects at work and for things like planning holidays or big things like that. But so often it's sucked the joy out of things for me, dried them out and made them unpalatable. This year I have no plans to make and stick to new years resolutions. There are things I want to do, sure, but I don't want to sacrifice the present moment to them.
What I'm getting at is that whilst goal setting is valuable and sometimes the only way through, when over-used it can mean pushing aside the good stuff in your life right now to the back of your mind, in favour of focussing on something that's yet to come. So what I've pledged to myself for 2015 is to re-learn how to enjoy what I have in my life now. That could mean simply dwelling in the moment and enjoying it to the full, or making the best use of the things I have instead of rushing out to buy something newer or just different. I do love the simple things in life but I think, like most people, my thoughts drift ahead too much and I end up either wishing my life away as I look forward to something, or else I worry myself sick over things that may not ever happen.
I love the quote at the start of this post because I really believe it's true; focussing on the simple joys each of us is lucky enough to possess brings such happiness, even in the midst of hard times. I know this from experience and it's a lesson that's deeply enriched my life, and always will.
Friday, 2 January 2015
In April 2013 I took on quite an ambitious knitting project, the Celestarium shawl. I made an earnest start then put it down in favor of easier projects, occasionally picking it up again before getting fed up and abandoning it again.
Such is the way of knitting.
A couple of days ago I picked it up again as I was bored of all the fun but mindless knitting and crochet I'd been doing. I longed for something more in depth and the part done shawl came to the rescue. Since then I've spent hours at a time pouring over the chart, knitting, hooking beads into place and watching it grow. I have been totally absorbed in the process, I've been in the "Just one more round" mentality where I havn't wanted to put it down, and when I have I've been eager to get back to it. In short, I'm in The Zone.
If you're a maker or a doer of any kind you'll know what I mean: It's that project where everything comes together, your mood matches the task perfectly and your skills and attention are just what the project requires. It. Is. Bliss.
I've fallen in love with this shawl all over again and once again find myself wondering how anyone was insane/clever enough to create a chart for knitting the stars of the Northern Hemisphere as a circular shawl.
Now, I wonder if my next post about Celestarium will be me finishing the shawl or me picking it up again in two years time?